not a bad thing

well if I had this type of living style in the past few years

I believe I would scream and jump all the way

asking everyone beside me -- 'why am I so bad.. ? Keep wasting my time'

yeah time is precious I know

but honestly I don really dislike or unsatisfied with my life now

at least till this moment

I spent one week to prepare my IELTS test

sounds ridiculous right.. ?

I have the same feeling too

but in fact I spent more time on reading novels (Percy Jackson's series for the 3rd times) XD

cooking with my sister and maid

online watching movies and dramas

I indeed feel good with these activities.. ^^

(though they may be considered as wasting-time-activities)

btw my sister once asked me an interesting question in a curious tone

'y u hadn't meet any friends since u were back.. ?'

I said  no no my dear, I attended one small and warm gathering before

but to be honest this is a new record for me to meet friends merely once after I've been back for more than a week

AHAHAHA !!!!

it's totally not my style -- always keep myself busy and busy and endless busy

duh so I asked myself

'what made u change.. ?'

I think

maybe it's because I know that I have a abt 3 months holiday -- so I'm not rushing my schedule 

or perhaps I just feel tired of socializing

I do love socialize

but not all the times

though friends are still very important

trips and vacations are urgently needed

I'm still damn eager to have gatherings

I've made my mind to give my mind a break

At least a short break would be great too

anyway I feel so happy to find out that 

I'm actually able to slow down my pace if I wish

just simply look at everyone and everything around me with a calm manner

figure out lovely things that I've missed before

this kind of life is somewhat better than what I thought

I FEEL GOOD.. ^^

p/s: tomorrow is my dad and mum 21st anniversary and I plan to make them some olio spaghetti for celebration, wish everything goes smoothly.. !