Friday, March 26

讨人厌

什么时候开始 我竟变得那么讨人厌
一点都不体贴
一点都不成熟



想着自己的过分 我也开始讨厌起自己来


不管 走过这小小低潮
就再也不允许自己的无理伤害任何人了
说到做到 我答应自己

Sunday, March 14

national fa comp

(guys it'll be a long long post.. )
Finally reached home.. !
Damn tiring arh gosh
But I think it’s worth cz I really gain a lot of valuable experience and memories
Though the results quite disappointed us
But I BELIEVE WE’RE THE BEST.. !
We’d done our best and we juz owe a few marks (not more than 5)
To get the overall champion
We’d made a lot of improvement and we made the other states’ representative
Shock and surprise v our actual strength
It’s great enough.. ^^

Ok now let us start the story
1st day
We set off at abt 9 thirty morning but we arrived at 5 thirty unexpectedly
Sure we’d stopped 4 our lunch
But the long journey (to negeri Sembilan) stil made us feel frustrated
After we arrived we quickly settled our luggage in the hostel
Then rush 4 the briefing
It’s rily damn boring and so hard me to concentrate
I tried hard 2 pay attention on every words he said
I really did
But the only thing I was thinking at tat moment was the QUIZ BEE which brings 10 marks
Which is the 1st session of our comp
Oh yeah the most important thing abt the briefing is – IT DELAYED THE FOLLOWING PROGRAMME
We rush 4 our dinner like hell and gathered at the hall at time
But finally the QUIZ MASTER WAS LATE
and made everybody waiting him at the hall like stupid 4 one hour
Actually the quiz question were quite easy
Since we have 4 brains to think together though we juz have 10 sec 4 each ques
But we found that somebody was peeping at our ans (juz suspect la..)
So we started to act
We stop discussing but use the unspoken consensus btw us 2 decide the ans
Haha actually it’s quite fun
But when we found tat we only get 21 over 25
We started nervous and depressed
There’re some weird and illogical ans 4 the ques
But sadly we can’t appeal T_T
We’d a short discussion after the quiz bee and finally get to our bed at almost 12 o’clock
But I didn’t sleep well as I was really getting more and more nervous abt tomorrow’s program


2nd day
We woke up at the early morning to get ourselves prepared 4 the tough challenge
I looked sleepy and stressed
But I didn’t care so much
I juz concentrated on how 2 score high marks
in the following session – CLASSICAL FIRST AID which brings 40 marks
I really damn scared
It’s true I admit it
And one thing that I forget to mention is – we’re the 1st team in every session
That means our marks will be super extreme – highest or the lowest
Ok back to topic
I admit that I did not done well in the classical session
I was too nervous and not loud enough to gv the command
I hv the responsibility 4 the lost marks
I feel so sry 4 my team members as they’d done pretty well
I was not a good leader in this part

Since we’re the 1st group 2 carry out the comp
We’d plenty of time 2 rest or bath while the other groups were waiting 4 their turn
After some sufficient rest I feel more energetic and a bit hyper
This helps me a lot in the COMMUNITY-BASED FIRST AID
which is the next session which brings 40 marks
we’d done pretty well and we’re damn confident to get champion in this session
good job guys.. ! ^^
and yeah
we’d a stupid majlis makan malam in the 2nd night
we’re forced to wear the baju kurung and wait 4 the dinner until it’s served at 9pm
but we met a lot of new friends that night
those Sarawak boys are friendly and cute
they’re nice.. ^^


ok now’s the 3rd day
we’re soooooo nervous as we’re going to have our last session
BANDAGING AND IMMOBALIZATION RELAY which brings 10 marks
We have to do our best to get the champion
WE MUST
So we woke up at 5 stupid early in the morning 4 training
But actually we juz trained a while and start talking nonsence
So bad
But we’re still able to finish 29 bandages in 30 minutes
The worst thing is actually all of us is so nervous
Even Kenneth who’s always so steady and firm also feel extremely nervous
I was shivering at that time
But after we’d finished that session
We feel so good and relax.. ^^
We forget abt the results
We forget abt the comp and juz chitchat like we’re coming 4 a trip not a national comp


Finally..
The close ceremony’s coming
We’reshivering in our shoes to know the result
We’d put our effort and done our best
We hope to get the CHAMPION

Champion for the COMMUNITY-BASED FIRST AID as we’d expected
(sometimes I was over confident too due to the influence of Maha and Kenneth.. =P)
1st runner up for the QUIZ BEE
(quite disappointed as we aimed to get champion for this)
2nd runner up for both CLASSICAL FIRST AID and BANDAGING RELAY
(toooo disappointed le.. T_T)

Due to this results
We lost the champion for the overall
But we’re awe-inspiring enough as we sapu prizes in every session
We’re the only team who managed to do this
SO GREAT.. !
Then after all the taking photo and blablabla session
We packed and moved


On the way back I juz keep on chitchat with Maha and Kenneth
Cz I know sure I’ll be missing them for the following days
They’re the one who keep talking nonsense and rubbish to me all the day
They’re good team member
They’re really great
They have the confident that I don’t really have
And they always gv me inspiration during the comp to do my leader’s job well
I miss them so much
No
I damn miss them man
Hey when can I meet u guys again.. ?
I love the moments we’re fighting together


p/s: I feel pity and regret 4 losing the chance to represent Malaysia participate the
First Aid Competition Serantau.. T_T I really really hope that we can be together Again and make effort for the comp.. ~

Sunday, March 7

花语

其实花也懂得说话呢
它们的存在
就是为了替爱情传达说不出口的话
哈哈 想想还蛮好玩的
闲着闲着 就把我蛮喜欢的花的花语给找出来
看到各种各样的花 心情都好起来了呢。。^^



桅子花 ---- 幸福



向日葵 ---- 神秘+崇敬 (=.=ll)



雏菊 ---- 纯真+纤细



风信子 ---- 恒心+浪漫



茉莉 ---- 你属于我



海芋 ---- 热情+宏伟的美



桔梗 ---- 不变的爱

Friday, March 5

目标

人啊 有时候还是理智点比较好
免得不小心因为无聊的寂寞而误会了自己的心
进而做错了决定
不过有时候偷偷地让自己放肆一下下
适当的胡思乱想其实很棒呢
我不想到头来因为懦弱这很烂的原因
变成只懂得过生活的机器
而忘了该怎么享受当下的每一刻

好吧
这就是我未来几个月好好奋斗的目标。。!

Tuesday, March 2

叮咛

最近天气很无常
一下下热的吓死人
一下下突然来个倾盆大雨
不过最受不了的还是那闷热的天气
最近的心情也有一点点的emo ++ depressed


三月好像是个很很了不起的月份哦
spm拿成绩
全国急救比赛
一大堆的大考小考
呜呜呜~~ 今天刚拿到上次化学的考卷
哇啊!蛮失望难过的说。。
不过也有好消息啦
就是啊。。三月有超多人生日呢!
有dear 峰 俊凯 还有一大堆的朋友家人
替这沉闷的三月添了一些些的色彩
哈哈 有开心一下下。。^^


其实我只是好想说说话
对自己说说话
也对会关心这部落格的家人朋友说说话
好想念大家哦
真的好想。。好想

dear 我想念你跟我撒娇的样子
有了一片春天的你应该很幸福吧
大虾 对不起啊
上次新年没办法和你见面
我也好想你哦 想念我们随便聊聊就把一个下午聊光的时候
笨蛋依雯 你现在怎样了。。?
我们好久没联络了耶 我好不习惯哦
以前不管什么时候都有你在我身边当我的听众
柔柔 不要难过了好吗
对不起 没有在你需要的时候陪在你身边
甚至连个关心也不敢送出去
因为我想你应该不想对每一个关心你的人都要交代吧
没关系 让我知道你好不好就可以了
需要谈天的话 我在这里
甘蔗 站起来了吗。。?
虽然不容易 但是不是不可能
打气的话我应该不用说了 知要记得家人一直都在就好
鸽子 想对你说个对不起先
虽然我知道你很少会来这里 但还是想对你道歉
对不起 我知道我脾气很糟糕
也知道我总是对你要求很高 搞得你不开心
真的真的对不起 我不是有意的
我知道这是我的缺点 我会努力改掉的
只是希望你不会放在心上
还有啊 我应该忘了告诉你吧
你真的很棒!加油
恬恬 上了中四应该忙得不可开交吧
我知道你应该都不曾来过这里
但还是想送上我的关心
你哦 忙归忙 照顾健康最重要
这一年会是必须成长的一年
或许在你挫折时我帮不了什么
但是需要我的时候 我会一直都在
思捷爸爸 你啊你
别老是要别人担心你的健康嘛
别总是熬夜 身体健康可不是打拼的代价
不过现在有mummy在你身边
我放心多了。。^^
再半个月就回来了吧
很高兴这三个月里你学会了最珍贵的感恩
要加油哦
还有啊 最近天气变化无常
要多休息 多喝水 少熬夜
志康老弟 你哦
工作时麻烦小心一点好吗
那危险性不低 不怕一万只怕万一嘛
那么大一个人了 要懂得照顾自己啊
是 姐会一直担心你关心你
所以你答应了要做到 安全健康第一
mv辛苦你了
谢谢你!^^
还是老样子的叮咛 照顾身体
别赶功课还是为了打game考试熬夜
水呢 就多喝些
休息 也麻烦多一点
不要大大声说你很健康不会生病
现在天气那么糟 要乖点啊


大家都要过得好好的哦!
我很想你们